i just realise that i havent blogged for almost a week.
and oh wells. i bet some people do miss me. hahah

there wasnt school on mon and tues.
met stef on mon, to finish up the gifts. and uh huh.
went temasek with stef and tada on tues. then J8ed with stef and her classmates.

wednesday was valentine's day! =))
gave roses to everyone!
went to chinatown and vivo with xinni, liling and joyce. but joyce left halfway. so yah.
when i said i love the colour orange.
stupid xinni insists that it's a lesbian colour. and she tried explaining about it.
but nvm. i still love orange. x)
met stef in church for a short while.
then home!

had pe, the most enjoyable thing on earth, on thurs.
played captain's ball, using a netball, against A04 and A09.
there were so many injuries in A04.
and one of them had to be sent to the hospital.
so you can see how gentle we were when playing.
but A09 won both the classes. =] yayness!
stupid weichiang was such so irritating for being so freaking tall.
he kept intercepting and looking down on me. rahhrr!
the most hilairious part was when the game was about to end.
we all crowd around him and screamed like mad while trying to snatch the ball from him.
my gawd. we were pratically like craaazyy! haha! damn retarded.
BUT WE LOVE BEING SO!
macs-ed with cg.
town with stef again.
went shopping for clothes!
and oops. i made her skip it. sorry! =)

okay. i ponned school today. cos i see no point in going since it was half day.
plus, i'm not even staying sa.
met up with gf and tada in town.
tada gave me a rose! <3
met val rhian lingg on the way to cine.
LP was being dumb! but she's so adorable, i cant help but to like her so much la huh. x)
then towned with oggy, sam and tingyu.
crapped and shopped till about 5 plus.
then left for home.
i swear this's the first time in the week i'm reaching home so early. [AT 6PM.] rocks right?
i'm being so obedient to not hang out till late at night. hur. okay.

it's stupid chinese new year.
and the only reason i like it is because of the hongbaos.
and this year's esp terrible cos everyone's gonna ask about my results.
blahh. and i'm starting to wonder if i should have stayed in sa instead.
so many people are staying and coming. and i'm leaving. i dont like the feeling of leaving.
though the teachers may not be as nice. and the fact that it isnt very big at all.
i still love sa so so so very much.
but oh wells. there's nothing i can do now to regret.
no way i can change my JAE.
i'm feeling upset.

i feel like i'm not needed. i feel retarded. i feel like dying.
what's wrong with me.
damn it. i'm so dumb.
oh my god. shut up.

(: il est magique.
10:21 PM