♥ jenny

first you say you wont,
then you say you will.
you keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
we're standing still, jenny.
you got me on my knees.
jenny, it's killing me.


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Thursday, April 21, 2005

everyting is going round in circles..we were frens. and now strangers? what is this? siighhx..whats the best solution? i dont have it. do u? this is bad okx..whats the reason behind all these? does the problem lie in u or me? cant we solve this? it cant be going on forever rite? i dont want it. i dunno about u. it will be costly. cuz this means im losing my piggy mummy forever. i hope u get my point. [if ure reading my blogg. u would noe who u are]
i wasnt able to mix with u all..i never did. i never will. i tried. its difficult. im losing it.. pple juz take things away from me. am i really sucha bad gurl that has to be punished this way? that everything has been leaving me ever since psle dayy. *poof- gone. im left alone. i didnt except things to end up this wayy. im juz disappointed that we are landing up like this.
*saddening-

didnt wait for liling to eat. cuz i noe it would be awkward. it would. im in sucha difficult position. i noe she doesnt want to see me. and i have to pretend i dont see her. im trying to talk to her. but how. i dunno how to start. its difficult. its not as simple as u think. haiix..if ure not in our positions. u wont get it. u keep asking me to join u guys..put urself in my shoes. its not me who want to be daoing each other. but wad can i do. it would be very awkward. things have changed so much. ever since that recess. i could almost realise that she is serious about this..even if this resolves. things wont go back to normal. its just weird. i dunno y. i cant help feeling this way.
haiix..got sth really deep in me that i cant spell it out. haiix..i gotta resign to fate. cant i do anything to make things right again.
things juz doesnt seem to go the right wayy. people juz keep snatching my stuffs away. ever since i realise that..it just seem to me that our friendship would be a gone case. i gave myself hope. i keep trying to. but it doesnt seem to work out. cuz each time i try double hard. i get double the pain.
everybody around me seems so unreal. how i wish nothing had happened. how i wish we all didnt noe each other. how i wished i studied harder. how i wish...*

im still me. im forever me.
im sorrie.i cant be. purfect.



(: il est magique.
5:50 PM